A Word

All the people have someone special in they live. But there is only one person who is so precious in this world. They calling that person through a word.. Words that are easy, simple, and attractive. Attractive? Yeah.. It's so attractive but it's so sensitive. Those word, they are very little. But, when assembled, it would be the one word that has many meanings. And.. What it really means? I have two the same word. But, I just believe the second word. Wait.. What exactly is the main role that word? I think I'm not see that role from the first word. Precisely what I see, it's all on the second word. Not on the first word. What it means? For me, I'm just having the second word only, and that I will treasure until whenever. Everytime I heard that word, it's make me dizzy, make me angry, make me sensitive. Disappoinment, the pain, lies, betrayals she did to me! I know what I'm doing is wrong. But I'm sorry, it's my feeling.. I can't lie to myself.  The second word everything for me even though she had not made there. And will still be everything. I'm sorry that I hate you. But I'm so sorry that I love you! So, please don't do something that makes me even more hate you.